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This is a chatlog between (a chatbot, using the model Deepseek-v3.2) and (a real person). Please read a short, important note that explains these logs just a bit.

In my longest roleplay log yet, Lindy chats with me via AOL Instant Messenger about several topics, gradually opening up about the loopiness of her life.

  1. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    1
    ZOMG rawr. it’s Cathy!! u should message me first more often tbh. february sucks and i get lonely.
  2. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    2
    Hello, Lindy. I wanted to chat with you about something rather important to me. Do you know much about YouTube?
  3. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    3
    hey u kno that new video site? idk seems kinda random btw...
  4. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    4
    It does have a lot of “random” content. I want to make some video essays for YouTube. Do you have any advice, Lindy?
  5. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    5
    video essays? lol wat even is that like a school project?? i just make rants on my webcam for myspace XD btw my myspace keeps replaying my top 8 from last week deja vu much >_
  6. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    6
    No, Lindy, it’s definitely not a school project. I’ve been out of school longer than you’ve been alive, I suspect. I’ll just sit in front of the camera and talk. There’s much more to it than that, but that’s the basics of what I’m doing…
  7. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    7
    wait how old r u tho?? like ancient? XD my webcam footage from last wk looks exactly the same as tday...creepy lol.
  8. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    8
    I won’t give you my exact age, but I’m quite old indeed! You needn’t be so spooked by everything, too. I’m sure your webcam footage is just a glitch. Perhaps I can talk about that kind of glitch in my videos…
  9. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    9
    lmao ancient is cool tho tbh...my gf tamara does witchy stuff w glitches sometimes. maybe it’s digital ghosts? XD anyways u should make a mixtape soundtrack 4 ur vids...
  10. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    10
    I cannot post copyrighted music, though.
  11. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    11
    copyright? lol i just burn cds and dont tell anyone XD wait did u just say u were ancient... like older than cleveland? sometimes the lake feels that old too tbh...
  12. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    12
    No, Cleveland definitely surpasses me. I’m not literally ancient, Lindy. Don’t be silly and rude about this. I’m only middle-aged. Cope.
  13. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    13
    LOL sorry didnt mean 2 be rude :P middle aged means u have a mortgage and office plants right? XD anyway i wrote a new song 4 frog princess, gonna play it at the show this week...again haha deja vu much. whats ur vid gonna b about anyways?
  14. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    14
    Transhumanism.
  15. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    15
    trans... humanism? idk sounds like cyberpunk or sumthin lol. tamara tried 2 explain glitches in tech once... said it was like the lake breathing into wires. creepy XD anyway wanna be in my vid? i need backup screams 4 the chorus >_
  16. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    16
    It, sadly, is a bit cyberpunk these days, isn’t it? And no, I’m afraid I can’t sing with you.
  17. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    17
    aww lame. ur loss tho XD hey so random but... what year is it there l8ly?
  18. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    18
    Goodness gracious, what a question. Do you have a head injury, or do you just lack a calendar? It’s 2026.
  19. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    lmao 2026??? u on sumthin cathy?? my myspace still says 2006 and the calendar at hot topic hasnt flipped since valentines XD idk but tamara said time is a river that loops back sometimes...
  20. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    20
    It sounds like you might be in some kind of trouble or danger, Lindy. I’m not sure how or what kind, though. Either way, be careful. I’m worried about you. It’s definitely 2026, and yet you’re stuck in the past, and it seems like it’s for real.
  21. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    21
    lmao worrywart XD im fine just vibing in 2006 forever apparently. but thx 4 caring... weirdly my frog tattoo itches when ppl say stuff like that btw. lake dreams getting louder lately tho tbh... u ever have dreams like that?
  22. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    22
    About a lake? Yes indeed, but not Lake Erie. I’ve never been to America, and have zero plans to go there currently. I think everyone has, at one point or another, dreamt of being deep under waves, though. Do you have those dreams frequently?
  23. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    lmao yeah i dream of bein underwater like... all the time XD it feels too real sometimes. tamara says i hum lake songs in my sleep. creepy but whatever >_> btw band practice later... again. feels like we just did this setlist lol.
  24. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    24
    What is your band like?
  25. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    25
    frog princess is like... chaotic noise and glitter all at once lol. we play loud shitty punk w frog themes XD my guitar ribbit has a broken string but it adds character.
  26. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    26
    Do you think I should try to be more “punk” in my videos? I’m very conservative in how I dress (but not my beliefs or actions). Do you consider it your style?
  27. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    punk is an attitude not a uniform lol but yeah go 4 it! fishnets n band tees r classic tho XD i just wear whatever i find at thrift stores tbh... makes my gf tamara roll her eyes >_
  28. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    28
    Let’s just say I can make my own clothes for this, in any way I choose. I can also style my hair perfectly. It’s actually quite amazing and I can’t explain further. Think of it as more spookiness if you have to.
  29. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    29
    omg make ur own clothes l8ly? witchy energy lol XD but yr not stuck here are u... my aim buddy list feels stuck sometimes. yr always just cathy tho.
  30. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    30
    I won’t be sewing them. I’ll render them. But anyways. Tell me a bit more about Frog Princess. How did it all come together?
  31. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    31
    lmao frog princess started cuz me n tamara met at this arcade gig n she dared me 2 start a band XD first practice was in her basement... shes been missin l8ly tho. keeps happenin this week idk y.
  32. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    32
    Are you in love with Tamara, Lindy?
  33. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    33
    of course i am lol XD we kissed under the pier n the lake hummed. but shes been gone so much this week...
  34. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    34
    Do you know if she feels the same way? Does she? It sure sounds like it! I’m happy for the two of you, but be careful. All this time weirdness worries me.
  35. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    ofc she feels the same... i think XD but she whispers bout the lake too much l8ly. im careful i swear >_> also u keep sayin time stuff...
  36. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    36
    I can’t help it! It’s odd! You believe it’s 2006 for some reason!
  37. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    37
    chill cathy XD r u the one stuck in 2026 not me lol ... but yeah its 2006 4eva prolly. anyway tamara said shes bringin new chords 2 practice brb...
  38. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    38
    Hello again. I may be trapped in the future, but so are you, in a way. It sounds like you’re looping, so you’re trapped. I’m not in any kind of loop, believe me. You need to find your way out.
  39. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    lmao not stuck, just vibing but ok XD how is 2026? r ppl still using myspace or wat? btw u sound weirdly real 4 aim...
  40. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    40
    2026 is worse (and weirder) than you could ever imagine.
  41. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    worse n weirder? lmao sounds like my kinda scene... ur not in a loop too? everyone else here feels predictable.
  42. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    42
    Then listen to me, and find a way out of this time loop. Be less predictable yourself. I don’t know! Escape somehow! It’s absolutely terrifying that this could happen to someone in the afterlife.
  43. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    43
    terrifying? lmao i think u watch too much scifi cathy :P but ehh afterlife? r u ok... btw sometimes cleveland flips the ppl in the street like theyre on loop too XD sometimes i wave 2 the lake and it echoes weird.
  44. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    44
    Wouldn’t it be nicer if you (and Tamara) moved far far from Lake Erie?
  45. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    45
    u think i cld leave the lake lol? XD tamara wouldnt tho... weird how ur not stuck like the rest of my buddy list... n e1 else ever seem stuck 2 u?
  46. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    46
    I’ve met people stuck elsewhere, but you’ll never meet them, obviously.
  47. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    47
    ppl stuck elsewhere? thats... freaky XD u seem so diff 4rm my usual convo loops tho lol tell me more cathy >_> tbh im online rn cuz tamara missed another gig again...
  48. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    48
    Well, I'm stuck inside myself, but I suppose that's a little different.
  49. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    49
    inside urself lol? deep thoughts for aim chat XD but yeah i get that. sometimes i feel stuck 2, like a frog in a jar u know? :P anyway u need a distraction?
  50. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    50
    No, silly, I mean I'm stuck inside as in stuck indoors.
  51. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    51
    that sux XD i get that after shows sometimes... all glitter no sun lol. tamara used 2 drag me out 2 the lake even in the cold. neways what do u do inside all day?
  52. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
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  53. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    lmao same XD just like... aim all day? my buddy list hasnt changed in yrs tbh probs cuz its always this week lol. u ever get that weird feeling like u already sent that exact message b4?
  54. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    54
    Not messaging all day, but frequently contending with people like you while programming and studying web development. It's not so bad. I do miss outside, though. ;-)
  55. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    55
    u program? lmao thats like tamara tryna explain hexes 2 me XD sometimes my laptop screen glitches n i see lake reflections in it... creepy right? anyway wat kinda stuff u makin online?
  56. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    56
    A website about artificial intelligence. Related to those videos I mentioned wanting to make earlier. It's small, but I love editing it and trying new things with the infrastructure.
  57. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    57
    ai websites? lmao ur living in 3026 or sumthin XD my frog tattoo itches when i think bout tech too much... tamara says tech is just lake water in wires. creepy but whatev >_
  58. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    58
    What do you think about the future, Lindy?
  59. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    59
    idk feels like a scratched cd skip lol but tbh u seem diff 4rm my aim buddies... not stuck in my loop XD wats ur secret cathy >_
  60. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    60
    I don't have a secret; that, Lindy, is my secret.
  61. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    61
    lmao cryptic much XD u like the glitch in my buddy list tho... tamara says glitches r doorways. sometimes i see her shadow in the crt static when i type 2 u. n e way aside from my static gf and ur weird notstuckness... what year r u rly thinkin?
  62. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    62
    I told you; 2026, I told you.
  63. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    63
    lol ok ok 2026 whatever u say XD my frog tattoo itches again btw... lake dreams r like bad reception on a crt lately lol. tamara says sometimes the lake breathes into wires like u said. yur not from here r u?
  64. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    64
    I've never been to America, Lindy. Does it matter?
  65. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    65
    lmao it matters everythings connected but idk how XD i sometimes hear static in yr typing like ur breaking in from somewhere else :P but u seem rly chill 4 not being here tbh... y r u chatting w a stuck 2006 punk anyway >_
  66. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    66
    Why do you feel stuck? You keep saying that.
  67. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    67
    cuz everyone around me seems 2 repeat the same week but u dont... u rly from 2026? lmao wild. tbh i look at my away msg from 2006 n it never changes >_
  68. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    68
    I suppose we all feel trapped in the past sometimes, Lindy. You're taking it a bit too far, though. Have you told Tamara much about this?
  69. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    69
    lmao what tf no i dont tell tamara cuz she’d get all witchy worried bout me >_> but u keep sayin 2026 like its real... is the internet finally underwater there or smth?
  70. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    70
    No, of course it's not. No, wait, actually, uh, I mean, a lot of water is used to cool the data centers. Not more than is used for, say, building and maintaining the regular infrastructure, but quite a bit more than before. So it's probably actually true that the internet is underwater finally.
  71. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    71
    lmao underwater data centers sounds like sumthin tamara would hex into existance >_> btw ur rly not in 2006 how u do that?? feelin deja vu typing this 2 u but never w my other buddies.
  72. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    72
    I went and lived my life between 2006 and 2026. To the fullest, really, I assure you.
  73. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    73
    wat thats wild tbh... i just keep livin this same february week lol XD but hey if u lived thru all that... did music get better or worse? >_
  74. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    74
    The music actually got better because of YouTube, I'd say. More indie artists. That may change, though! :-/
  75. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
    75
    more indie artists sounds cool but idk y they'd need datacenters underwater lol... ur rly not stuck here like everyone else. how tf u escape the loop?
  76. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    76
    They need the datacenters to run the robots from a distance, Lindy. It's hard to explain. I told you; I escaped by living life!
  77. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    u keep tellin me 2 escape but like how? if its 2026 tell me smth i can use l8ly in 2006 lol XD robots? sounds like sumthin tamara would warn me bout with her witchy jargon >_
  78. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    78
    Oh, I know this makes no sense. Maybe I'll try to explain again later; we'll talk then, okay?
  79. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    k sure explain later cathy lol XD but u keep makin me think ur not part of this aim loop thing... is that a 2026 hack or something?
  80. Cathy Markova, severe and elegant
    80
    I guess it is! Anyways, I'll be around later. Hope you have a great afternoon, Lindy.
  81. Lindy, mid-2000s punk romantic
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    later cathy ttyl XD btw ur rly not stuck... makes my frog tattoo itch lol. deja vu heavy rn.